I've been working for the same employer for three years since graduation, and with recent changes my current job is getting pretty unbearable due to the workload. I can't believe how burned out I feel at this stage of my career. In essence, I don't have a strong work ethic and don't enjoy medicine all that much to begin with, and I have the good fortune of not having student loan debt and have accumulated a decent net worth. Where I'm "poor" is my personal life, which has been a casualty of my entire school and career track, and it's getting harder to justify working any full-time job, let alone one that is more onerous than most, just to throw more money at taxable accounts and the mortgage.
The inertia and anxiety of leaving has been hard to overcome, but I'm getting to my breaking point. A big deterrent has been the prospect of losing a pension I'd have to work another two years to keep, but I'm at the point of giving serious thought to walking away even from that. I could leave for a better position at a different hospital in the same system and likely keep it, and I would even consider moving (to a less desirable city) just for that.
The alternative is to seek a less stressful, part-time position within my current department. I am not sure how that would be received. So I am wondering if I would be better off scheduling a meeting with my medical director to candidly inform them of this, or if I should just go ahead and start contacting other hospitals to see how receptive they would be to my request.
On the one hand, I don't want to get expose as a burned out malcontent. It might just poison the well. I am also mildly worried it could just backfire and they might tell me they're happy to replace me (administration says they have no problem recruiting for the position I have). On the other, I wonder if I start contacting directors in other cities to see what leverage I have if it will filter back to the one in my department anyway, so I might as well go to them first.
I'm not sure if anyone can give me great advice without knowing my administrators or how my hospital system works, but if anyone has experience with dealing with a similar dilemma, I'm all ears.
The inertia and anxiety of leaving has been hard to overcome, but I'm getting to my breaking point. A big deterrent has been the prospect of losing a pension I'd have to work another two years to keep, but I'm at the point of giving serious thought to walking away even from that. I could leave for a better position at a different hospital in the same system and likely keep it, and I would even consider moving (to a less desirable city) just for that.
The alternative is to seek a less stressful, part-time position within my current department. I am not sure how that would be received. So I am wondering if I would be better off scheduling a meeting with my medical director to candidly inform them of this, or if I should just go ahead and start contacting other hospitals to see how receptive they would be to my request.
On the one hand, I don't want to get expose as a burned out malcontent. It might just poison the well. I am also mildly worried it could just backfire and they might tell me they're happy to replace me (administration says they have no problem recruiting for the position I have). On the other, I wonder if I start contacting directors in other cities to see what leverage I have if it will filter back to the one in my department anyway, so I might as well go to them first.
I'm not sure if anyone can give me great advice without knowing my administrators or how my hospital system works, but if anyone has experience with dealing with a similar dilemma, I'm all ears.
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