We see this probably too often and I would've considered myself lucky if I had found my forever job on the first try.
I am 18 months out of fellowship and into my new job and feeling like I am getting the shaft.
Certain things I was promised are turning out not to be true (length until true partnership "we recently changed things", salary after the second year mark, ability to drop aspects of my job that were only supposed to be a trial, expectations to start acting like a partner by showing leadership and getting involved in committees and working more hours in the 2 years leading to the actual partnership). I am feeling extremely burnout and taken advantage of. The partners are banking and living extravagant lives at the cost of the workers. I feel they keep dangling the carrot and I am getting more and more frustrated. In addition, I work approx 5 shifts more than any of my colleagues in the same specialty and make 30-50% less. I have no time for my family or myself.
Some members of the group and extremely kind and they are all very nice so part of me feels like I am being greedy and ungrateful. At the same time, I can't fathom staying in this job for years on end, working the hours I am working and getting the pay I am getting. Although the salary is by all means enough, it is not in line with one of my goals which is to have the ability to retire from clinical medicine in 15 years. No way I can achieve that in this job.
As many people do, I moved to a new state to take this job. We absolutely love the city, we love our neighborhood and all the activities we have available to us.
I was looking for advice on what to do next - I am petrified of making the wrong decision. One thing that is very appealing to me right now is to do some Locums. I think it would give me some time to re-charge and hopefully get over some of the burnout I am feeling and not having to move out of the state. If any of you have been in a similar position, what did you choose to do? What did you like about your decision and what do you regret?
I am 18 months out of fellowship and into my new job and feeling like I am getting the shaft.
Certain things I was promised are turning out not to be true (length until true partnership "we recently changed things", salary after the second year mark, ability to drop aspects of my job that were only supposed to be a trial, expectations to start acting like a partner by showing leadership and getting involved in committees and working more hours in the 2 years leading to the actual partnership). I am feeling extremely burnout and taken advantage of. The partners are banking and living extravagant lives at the cost of the workers. I feel they keep dangling the carrot and I am getting more and more frustrated. In addition, I work approx 5 shifts more than any of my colleagues in the same specialty and make 30-50% less. I have no time for my family or myself.
Some members of the group and extremely kind and they are all very nice so part of me feels like I am being greedy and ungrateful. At the same time, I can't fathom staying in this job for years on end, working the hours I am working and getting the pay I am getting. Although the salary is by all means enough, it is not in line with one of my goals which is to have the ability to retire from clinical medicine in 15 years. No way I can achieve that in this job.
As many people do, I moved to a new state to take this job. We absolutely love the city, we love our neighborhood and all the activities we have available to us.
I was looking for advice on what to do next - I am petrified of making the wrong decision. One thing that is very appealing to me right now is to do some Locums. I think it would give me some time to re-charge and hopefully get over some of the burnout I am feeling and not having to move out of the state. If any of you have been in a similar position, what did you choose to do? What did you like about your decision and what do you regret?
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