Ms. Fox,
There is no such thing as a free lunch. Maybe that did not teach you that where you got all those letters after your name. They did teach me that lesson, time and again, during my training.
Hospitals know how to manipulate physicians, and “free money” is a tool for doing so. The emotional move is to take the “free money”.
18 months into the contract, you will be presented with a new contract, with 20% less pay and new responsibilities. Sure, you could walk away (unless your non-compete is tight, then you will have to fly away, 100 miles away…). You will put up some resistance, and they will remind you how well they treated you by giving you “free money” and show you some bogus metrics that prove you did not live up to expectations. They will smile while having discussion.
Then, you will remember the “free money”that is tied up in CD ladders (a hassle to redeem them), or in your house, or in your Vanguard account. You are not going to gut your nest egg, pay cap gains tax AND disappoint these nice, smiling people that are offering you a new contract.
Free money, my ******************!
Well, good for you. Would you really say to your new employer, "Keep your money, I prefer to take $30k less per year on the off chance I might have to pay it back because I couldn't handle my spending compulsion!!!"? I'm sure they would be thrilled while at the same time questioning your financial acumen.
I really don't care about all of the "what if" scenarios. Maybe they will happen, maybe not. But $30k per year is a given and I would be doing my client a disservice by saying "Don't take it! What if (xyz) happens and you just couldn't handle your reaction???" My job is to analyze and advise. If the 'what if' occurs, then we'll deal with it. But $30k (yes, free) is a lot to pass up just because you are afraid you cannot handle your emotions. CD ladders were a simple illustration and a way to even out the interest. Suit yourself as to how you let the $$ sit. I deal in reality, not emotions. It's not too difficult to opine when you don't have any skin in the game.
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